Anxiety

Hi guys sorry I haven't posted in so long my life has recently been a rollercoaster. But recently I have gotten anxiety because of a teacher and my complicated life. The teacher had kept me outside in the cold and only because I said that we don't line up everyday ( she told me you should know where you line up) then Mr Dines looked at any fault in me. Then I was freezing cold until she told me don't say that again. The next day I was writing my name in Geography when I had got transferred into her class room.

Then she barely even shouted at Christy but to me she gave me a racket and I knew at that moment she hated me I felt so unworthy and anxious and depressed ever since. Even that was last term ! Then Mr . Dines said that she or he were going to kick me out. I felt like all the walls were closing and I felt hit and cold and couldn't catch a breath and I felt like everything inside of me was twisting and turning. Then ever since Mr Dines looked in every fault in Me and made me fell down and Mrs Clinton
Even when I am home or one the way to school anywhere. It normally starts on the way to school.

I haven't used actual names because I want this to be anonymous! I will continue with regular posts and beauty! I really hope this wasn't too heavy. Bye have a great new year ! 💜